Decisions

Everything's fine now. Well not fine, not exactly, but just, okay now, for the time being :)

Well... Just heard from Pearl regarding her studies. She's most prolly going to Mahsa and I just checked the website out. They offer a twinning programme which means that I can also go overseas!

The only uni I have decided now is Keele University :) the only thing I have to prepare now is my personal statement, that's all. But after looking through Mahsa's website, Nottingham's and IMU's, I'm having doubts again...

I'm thinking, well KL isn't so bad after all, isn't it?

Its closer to home, and I know people from there, have friends, I still get to go to UK and its definitely cheaper, but most of all...its nearer to you.

Idk if you'd think of me first whenever you do anything but, idk. Just can't imagine being thousand miles away from you, for years and... yes, technology is now so advanced but, its different. Even writing this is making me tear wtf wtf is wrong with me. Haih im such an emotional bitch lol. Dont mind me, its PMS.

Seriously.

Yeah. I really don't know. Will just let mum decide for me. Idk if you're willing to go through it all, with me. I was sure back then, but I really don't know, now...

2.50am 17.4.2011