All time favourite.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

SPM

Change of plans, I'm gonna study last minute for SPM. :)

I think I'm way lazier compared to PMR last 2 years.
I'm only gonna go full blast on Sejarah now, and then a bit on AddMath, ELIT, Physics. Can you believe the passing mark for AddMath last year was only 8 MARKS? LOL, I was so happy to hear that just now. I don't have to worry that I'll fail for it anymore HAHAHA ;D & now I hope I'll be lucky enough to get an A, LMAO.

Subjects according to priority : -
1. Sejarah

2. BM Komsas

3. AddMath

4. Biology

5. Physics

6. ELIT

7. Accounts

8. P.I

9. Chemistry

10. Maths

11. THE PEARL LMAO


TEEHEEHEE. I really wish I can get what I want :) I don't want only 2A's!! :'(
I'm sooo gonna take my driving license after the 8th. Mum says YESSSS. Woot.

And THANK GOD 28 IS A SATURDAYYY, no exams before or right after it. I'm loving itttt.
How time flies, last year this time, I think I was already in West Malaysia with Pearl, haha.

7.47pm 8.11.2009

Saturday, November 7, 2009

10 DAYS

10 days to?

Sijil Pelajaran M
alaysia

Seriously, time flies. I just checked my inbox, a message like weeks back with a friend telling him there are 25 more days left to SPM and now, 10 DAYS!
:'(

I am quite happy at the fact that SPM IS GOING TO BE OVER, in approximately a month and then, freedom and high school's over. OVER. Freedom freedom, no more two faced bitches, problematic people etc, hahahaha.
Idk why but I never imagined myself being not sad for the last year when high school's gonna end, really...until now.
I'm really kinda, happy :)

Anyway, I haven't really revised anything, PROPERLY. I've been reading thru bit by bit but heck, I don't know what I'm reading, to be honest. In fact, I'm still failing my subjects you know. So, 2 CHAPTERS A DAY NOW. 10 x 2 = 20 chapters! :D I guess it can cover the whole syllabus or around that for both Form4 & 5, but yeah wtf, 11 subjects. 11 x 2 = 22 CHAPTERS, A DAY. =.= Oh God, wish me luck!
*righttt, like that will work -.-

Btw, I just joined a group on facebook saying "I procrastinated and now I'm fucked!"

SO TRUE.

I don't think I'll be blogging anymore till SPM's over which is on the 8th :)
Wish me luck babes, till then, xoxo.

6.55pm 7.11.2009

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

JAMES DARLING


So a year has passed by again and,...


HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY
JAMES CHIN DARLING!



He's my "so called k-lao" and it's his birthday today. All of us planned a lil' something for him, although it isn't much.
We hope you liked it :)
Was sooo touched today when he said "Gene, next year on the 12th of May, it'll be our "anniversary" with Mel de lor" XD

Thanks to Daphne's camera, we took around 300+ pictures! I brought mine too, but nah, Daphne's one was way better and it would be easier for all pictures to be in one place so yeah.








MORE PHOTOS IN FACEBOOK!

Love from the whole gang to you JAMES CHIN TZEE KIUN!
May our friendship last, loves!

XOXO

10.27pm 4.11.2009

Monday, October 26, 2009

Hey people, fun time's over :)
I surrender.

NOT BECAUSE I CHICKENED OUT.

Walaneh, sometimes I feel so so so so mm dai dak man. WTF. So what lah if her friend is some tai gor or the Prime Minister, like heck I care. Ugh. Why should I even retreat man in the first place? If I were to retreat also, ITS MY OWN WILL LAH. Bastards all.

*and again, not referring to all of you lovelies. Mwah

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Girl Power, mreeeow!

Everyone, I'm sure you guys do play facebook and there's a box where you can like post a shoutout right? :) Well, WE ARE ALLOWED TO SAY WHATEVER WE WANT RIGHT? Looks like I got on some people's nerves :O tsktsktsk.

XD

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Baby, I Stay In Love

Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you


Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive


If you dont' know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love I used to feel
It's no mistaking

We're just erasing

From our hearts and minds


And I know we said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you


And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you now

No matter what I do

But baby, baby

I stay in love with you


Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na

Baby, I stay in love with you


It cuts so deep

It hurts down to my soul

My friends tell me

I ain't the same no more

We still need each other

When we stumble and fall

How we gon' act

Like what we had

Ain't nothin' at all now


Hey, what I wanna do is

Ride shotgun next to you

With the top down like we used to

Hit the block

Proud in the SUV

We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Although I know

We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you


And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do

Baby, baby

I stay in love with you


We said let go

But I kept on hanging on

Inside I know it's over

You're really gone

It's killing me

Cause there ain't nothing

That I can do

Baby, I stay in love with you


And I keep on telling myself

That you'll come back around

And I try to front like "Oh well"

Each time you let me down

See I can't get over you

Now no matter what I do

Baby, baby

I stay in love with you


I stay in love

Love

Oh, I stay in love.


That's one great song. Downloaded it after seeing Jewel posting it up.



I think right, I'm really starting to have "face problem". *inside joke*
We finally got our SPM schedule today and guess what? I was the only one out of so many students to get the front page BLANK =____=
When I got it, I thought maybe I was lucky or so called SPECIAL, konon, because maybe the outside was just a cover then on the inside, it'll be printed manatau...
Wtf.

I wanted a new one but, no more stock.
No big deal but, I really want my front to have that Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia thingy, zzz. I'm like some kinda albino now. Blabla.

Anyway, CHEMISTRY PAPER SUCKEDDDD, haha. I'm not getting a B anymore for sure, but, whatever lah. I'll keep it for SPM, right...z.

Jagan was being random again today. He said my hair looked nice tied up like that around 5 TIMES today, in the midst of exams, lmao. Pearl was like...errr? LOL. Well, at least someone likes me tying it up like that HAHA. Zzz.
Next was Greg. Crazy fella. Pearl and I went to the office cuz he told me to hand in our essays to Teacher Prisca for the Open Day this coming Saturday so I told her to accompany me. When we got there, started talking to Teacher Teo(I SAW MY FORM 2 PASSPORT PHOTO. Its still in the school's records XD) and suddenly, Greg called Pearl, so I continued talking. Then after a few secs, he told Pearl to call me and he invited us for...snacks. I know right, LOL. So crazy oh. Had potato chips and what fish biscuit? & gave us a langsat each LMAO.
I just gave it to my mum just now, said it was a blessing from me =o=

These few days have been really tiring and tough though. Sigh. Last night, Shak kinda cheered me up in a way; through facebook, msgs, etc. & Jes. You know, no one ever really knows what I'm facing but when certain people say stuff, they can really make my day. Like I said before, its those little things, that make someone happy; even if that someone had no intention whatsoever to cheer you up. Its natural.
Thanks di :)

3.39pm 21.10.2009