Driving...

...was super awesome!! :D

I just got back. Today's my first driving lesson. I've did driving, parking, bukit and laluan! T. Karen said she'll teach me the penjuru next time because you can do it anytime and since I'm a bit steady d, can go out to the road 8)

Driving's cool, parking's so troublesome, bukit was really exciting XD and laluan was the best 8)

Well, I'll still have to wait till after CNY because she'll be away :(

Conclusion, me likey.

Going to Talent Night tonight with baby!

4.48pm 7.2.2010

Saturday Night out ;)

Ahh, have been out tonight and also last Saturday night as well and also to the same place - Firefly.

Gave baby a surprise by going there. :D It was a be-early celebration for his bday since it will be CNY next week already. He's madly drunk and all out already, at Bryan's house. So scary T___T

Gonna start driving tomorrow! :D

And guess what?! I re-pierced it this afternoon and am satisfied already, have to sleep! Goodnight! xoxo

2.16am 7.2.2010

:D

Finally dropped Physics! :D

I seeked Mr Pau after passing this up and I was so so relieved. Turns out that I do not have to take up Physics. It's not a must. It's just a bonus. I only need Physics up to O-level standard which is also equals to SPM :)

Even if I need it next time, I'll only take a Physics course again, smth like tuition. Saves me less stress now :D

OH BTW, had Biology Practical this afternoon!

I lit a match for the first time in 17 years! Not only a match, a lot of matches XD I kinda "burned" the table three times though :( Our lab tutor was there to help me. She stood beside me and helped me go through it XD

I wonder how I'm gonna sit for the real exam without anyone with me...

Yes, I used 15matches altogether inserted with screams until I successfully lit the bunsen burner :O

5.22pm 5.2.2010

Breakdown

Thursday's are supposed to be nice but today's so fucked up. School is giving me a hard time. I don't seem to understand lectures, simply because maybe my basic is too weak(so people, dont take form 4 & 5 lightly, im not nagging, its true. now i regret, again.) and I wanna drop Physics but I can't because I will need it in the future. Then mum gave me stress again and finally made me cry silently by nagging, and the word bitch. I so wanted to yell back that I wanna stop studying also but I was just holding back because of my nose. And you. You. Of all things, you. What kinda response was that? I felt sick instantly. How wrong...

Inside, I'm alone again.

But it doesn't matter, I'll just have to get used to it.

I just need time, although it'll be hard.

4.59pm 4.2.2010

:')

Stress-free for English, for now :)

Although no one gave me any feedback in my last post about the article(how sad right), but thank God I managed to do it today! And I even volunteered. Just wanted to finish it today. I am very satisfied la for the presentation just now. Too bad I didn't get to record it! :( I started off being nervous but got steady when I was coming to the second topic. Thank you OCD :)

& of course a very big thanks to all of my classmates and Ms Hannah, I enjoyed the feedback, especially when they answered me and laughed. Christopher even tried telling me how to get rid of it! Really appreciate it~ really made me, smile :)

I wanna thank Melia for the inspiration :)

I wouldn't have thought of talking about my OCD if I didn't talk to you 2 nights ago.

Well, all in all, I'm just glad my first English assessment is over and I do not have to worry about it anymore.

Tonight's a free night. I've bathed, eaten and its not even 8 yet. Hope to get something done~

& yes, I wanna drop Physics so so effin' badly :'(

7.50pm 3.2.2010

When the rain's blowing near your face

And the whole world is on your case

I would offer you a warm embrace

To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

To make you feel my love

I know you haven't made your mind up yet

But I would never do you wrong

I've known it from the moment that we met

There's no doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry, I'd go black and blue

I'd go crawling down the avenue

There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do

To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on a rolling sea

And down the highway of regret

The winds of change are blowing wild and free

But you ain't seen nothin' like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true

No there ain't nothin' that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the earth for you

To make you feel my love

A song that I always hear to get through the hard times...